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Being in London, briefly, for a short trial, has brought home to me that I'm uncomfortably rootless at the moment. I think feeling a sentimental rush of familiarity and love for the concourse of Victoria Station as I came in on the Gatwick Express on Saturday morning can be put down to having to set the alarm for 4.30 to catch the red-eye (incidental side-memo to self: just because you live at one end of the airport runway, it does not necessarily follow that you can easily walk to the terminal with your bag packed with heavy files and the like...). But I went up to Primrose Hill just now to see if any mail had escaped the re-direction net and was slightly taken aback by the extent a month away, and not having the flat to return to, can generate enormous home-sickness.

Frankie has been known to accuse me of being a vagabond, and to some extent I am. But I don't think I like this feeling.

Not that I have any regrets about what I'm doing of course, and actually I did yesterday go and see my mother, so I have been to the one place that remains more "home" than anywhere else this weekend. But I don't belong in Jersey yet, and I don't enjoy feeling like a stranger in my own city.

Still, for a few days I have access to my books. Shame I have a trial on and have to spend the time reading witness statements really.

Date: 2005-09-19 09:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nikandra.livejournal.com
can't you choose any of your books to take back to Jersey with you?

Date: 2005-09-20 08:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
I can mail books to my office in Jersey and set up an arrangement with one of the consultants for you to collect (and vice versa), if this would be useful.

Date: 2005-09-21 08:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rparvaaz.livejournal.com
Flashman as in Fraser and the Great Game?

I hadn't heard of him till last night and now this is the third reference since then. The Universe must be trying to tell me something...

Btw, good to hear from you. Have been missing you. :)

Date: 2005-09-21 09:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rparvaaz.livejournal.com
Making Light mentioned it this morning. [livejournal.com profile] f4f3 mentioned it last night. After your descriptions, I think I need to find them. :)

Date: 2005-09-20 07:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ksta.livejournal.com
ah the two ends of production - I write the witness statements, you read them.

Date: 2005-09-20 09:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] f4f3.livejournal.com
If someone sees a tree fall in a forest, and no one writes it down, is he a witness?

Date: 2005-09-20 02:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] f4f3.livejournal.com
Nope! But the question made more sense than some of the one's in my evidence exams.

Date: 2005-09-20 02:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ksta.livejournal.com
HAAHAHAH

Date: 2005-09-20 02:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ksta.livejournal.com
staff absences at last minute. I have been working full-time, Like a NORMAL person.
:)

except today, when I was able to only comein in the afetrnoon, and finish some music that's been waiting.

Date: 2005-09-20 08:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fairymelusine.livejournal.com
I'm curious to know how you feel about not belonging to Jersey after you return there again - for me, the first time I really do feel at home someplace new is when I'm coming home there again after being away.

For some reason, that was an unbelievably complicated sentence to write. I hope you follow.


Date: 2005-09-20 08:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fairymelusine.livejournal.com
Yes, I suspect a flaming bed of nails feels comfortable before dawn in almost any case.

Can I just say, since you seem to be 'round and not getting this five days from now, that I found this post very, um, resonant - and have been following this whole Jersey adventure of yours with great interest.

Date: 2005-09-20 08:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fairymelusine.livejournal.com
Looking forward to it. And I think it's probably helpful to not have much to say for a bit, if you know what I mean.

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