Waiting in the Pre-Dawn

[liadnan]

My brother rang an hour ago. My father suffered a heart attack this morning and is on his way into hospital. It seems unlikely he will survive today.

I feel I should be on my way down. But I have a complicated winder this morning which I don't think I can properly push off to someone else, given I'm more wearily sad than in bits.

I don't really know why I'm posting this, save for something to do.

ETA: shortly afterwards my sister rang to tell me he had died.